Day One
April 11, 2026
The Departure
Still so raw.
It's only been three days since I left. I don't want to be here. I didn't want to leave.
So many regrets. I'm still in shock. I just can't believe what I did. Am I crazy? Being with you
in New Mexico was all I ever wanted. I feel like my life is over.
I want to go back. I want to start again. I want to rewind time.
To the end of my days, I will love you.
I love your family too. I can't believe I will never see them again.
But why? Why did I jeopardize all that I loved?
Why did that come out of my mouth? I feel like someone else said it.... someone else used my mouth to utter those words.
But no. It was me. I have single handedly ruined my life.
